Test entry and a job.
8/24/24 Test entry i got a new job after 6 months of sporadic employment and door dashing near non stop finally i can get things back on track.
8/24/24 Test entry i got a new job after 6 months of sporadic employment and door dashing near non stop finally i can get things back on track.
On 8/27/24, I realized that the job I thought I wanted wasn't what I had been told it would be, so I called back another job offer I had turned down midway through the hiring process to see if it was still possible to accept that one. Fortunately, it was still available, but for a different month. I took the offer with the promise to dedicate my full attention to it. After my drug test and physical, we visited a park in Homewood—it was huge! I would have loved a park like that when I was a kid. After the park, we got groceries and had lunch. It was a good day.
8/30/24, Never played MGS2 but i remember when it came out their was a display at my walmart store and it caught my eye. But i never bought it years later i hear about its story and man it makes me scared, 90% of what it says about what is real and what is unreal is starting to and prehaps has been leaking into the world for sometime now with the rise of AI something that i admit to useing to assist me with codeing far beyond my normal ablity, what is real and what is unreal becomes ever harder to disscern. Even the previous article i posted was spell and grammer checked by AI because i thought it would look better, but does it mean that that thought is no longer my own? it happned it was experienced by me but the retelling was filtered and sorted and corrected the human element revoked.
9/4/24, Had my first day at the nurseing home galleria woods, its really nice the people are nice the job suits my tastes only thing i worry about is not makeing enough money, as it is a every other weekend job. It will be ok its the only thing i can do atm i have had such troubble finding work its crazy all my bills are beyond due but i cant do much more than what i all ready have yet i still feel that it will be ok.
9/7/24, Well their is a good chance i might loose internet for a while until i can catch my bills up and their is a 86% chance that i will most definatly loose my car. Majoris Bummer, as long as i can keep my job tho i may get lucky its been so hard the last few months keeping food would be impossiable without the help of my brother and food stamps. why life gotta be liek this? it was much better when i was a kid now every day feels like we are on the edge of destruction and that all this progress we worked so hard for will be lost i wonder how many times mankind has had to start over? anyway if i can keep my head straight and keep calm and work on the small things i can control it will be ok. Iam looking foward to next month its October witch means Halloween! i have allways loved that holiday and all the cool game events that come with it i cant wait to eat some candy and watch some spooky movies and im even going to decorate with the kids im thinking traditional halloween stuff pumpkins ect and maybe a hay ride! bonus its finally cooling down in alabama im hyped for that too. Summer was hecka rough and theirs no chance my allready beat to death window unit is gonna make it much longer so i will be replaceing that later in the next year too.
9/12/24,So their is a hurricane about weather is rough but has not reached peak levels of GTFO yet. In other news i have a little more time to pay my power bill and internet but have no clue what to do about the car, speaking of witch that bastard spare tire i been running finally blew forceing me to use the patched old tire its patch is holding for now but it still has a small leak small enought to cause it to loose about a pound of air every 6 hours not bad manageable but annoying. Anyway with luck ill be able to hold on a bit longer i still need to find a more steady job i like working at the nuresing home quite alot but the hours are not enough to cover my bills pluse while i can stay up all night to 12am - 8am it does take a toll my first night on the real job i had to pull over after my shift ended and sleep it was that or crash the bastard car. Well thats all for now if i dont post in a while it means my bastard money has ran out. prey for me my dudes.
9/22/24,So i found my old hard drive. Been pouring through it looking at my old work wondering why i gave up or stopped on some of it but also crying my eyes out when i came across pictures of my mom and how my family used to be. I also found an old journal that restored my memory of what happned in between the time i lost her and the time my dad lost me and my brother. Feels bad man i have been enjoying my new job but iam still under tremendous strain financially and have been letting that affect my relations a little bit. You just try to get by some days its all you can do i guess, i have mixed feeling's right now for what happened in the past and what is happening now. On a more positive note however iam trying to progress still aginst all odds im sure that as long as i draw breath as long as i keep stepping forward ill make it one day.